mmm.
today went to visit my maternal relatives. was kind-of dreading it at first because i thought it wld be an awkward sight when everyone's grown up and werent that close anymore. for my 'generation', im the youngest and the oldest gave birth to children alrdy. there's quite an age gap in between. o.o
and the next is my cousin who's one year older than me. we used to be closer but now, we dont even talk much. it was awkward like i expected. but he was one of the cousins im closer with alrdy. i used to go to his house and play together while my mum and my aunt chatted. happy moments. haha.
i dont even have his contact or anythg, except for his home number. quite a pity la. heard he's in VJC nw. asked some to find out for me his email and stuff. hopefully can find la. haha. if not we'll just drift more and more apart until one day when we wont even knw each other anymore. sounds a little exaggerated but who knows.
ah. everyone have grown. and i think my ties with my maternal relatives like quite bad la. =S dont even have any of their hp no. or email address.
okay. thats abt all.
i miss the times when we're young.
